Might’ve blown finalist level

I’m exhausted and the world around us is upside down to say the least. My job was eliminated so I’ve been aggressively applying and interviewing. This morning I had a finalist level. It’s down to only

I’m exhausted and the world around us is upside down to say the least. My job was eliminated so I’ve been aggressively applying and interviewing. This morning I had a finalist level. It’s down to only two of us. Started spiraling and stumbling over my words. Might’ve blacked out for a moment. I don’t even know what the hell I said. Whoever the other candidate might be, they’ve got a slam dunk in comparison. I’m really upset but have to reach for the goddamn boot straps again. Fuck.